samson and delilah

Hello :D

if you can see me now you will see my big smile with my big headphone.
okay so Christmas is like so soon like around the corner. Spiritually, i do think i'm prepared. confession udah. repent udah. and im trying hard to be good :P come to think of it, i've been a very good girl throughout this year up to this moment. hey it's not that hard.
has been looking for flowers to decorate the home and some other stuffs too. i have not buy any dress for this special occasion. or shoes. or anything.perhaps will be celebrating it simpler this year since this year there will only be mother sister I grandmother and uncle at home as daddy and the brother are away.

Also, a friend asked to exchange gift. I wonder what should i get him. I have no idea.

Tomorrow will be getting the Honda City. The car plate my mother bought will have the same number as the other car. awesome!

Hope that will I get the flowers i want. oh yeah, my sister and I are loving the song 'fire'
by bruce springteen.




is slowly loving US.

is in dilemma

SO, it has been days since my last update. here goes :

1.result was out. i passed the requirement my sponsor(mara) gave me. by how much, u dont have to know.

2. i met up with zulqananin and reynold. more or less of 7 years not seeing each other. and im HAPPY and GLAD that it happened although i have to be at home early.

3. did drove finally after the accident and im not that rusty. is just that im so scared. WAY TOO.

4. Hang out with Sonia :D oh good times. She drove way too fast im scared. hehe

i guess that's all? benda lain ya xpyh jak tauk. hahhaa. peace out.

monday

i know im not a good blogger. i dont update much. perhaps coz i have life other than blogging.

well anyways, i think one of the parents found a love card meant for me. dont worry, i dont have a bf. i know the father must be v curious or mad. but on the other side, mother asked me who is my bf because according to her, at my age, it's unbelieveable that i dont have a bf. yeah mama, i dont have one. i will find someone good to present to u. yeah right.

ps, why would sarawak build 12 more dams? omg, for what? and i so hate everythg 'one' thing. 1konsumer bla bla. way too much.

oh yeah, my result will be out v soon. SANGAT TAKUT.

days update

just so i drive the parents bought me a car. i realized i've lost my mp3, i think i must have accidentally threw it during moving out of the apartment. my fav song is there, and i did not save it in my laptop because i thought i would always have it. i hope will find it somewhere together with my other belongings at my uncle's place. my grand-uncle just died, i think it's been a week or more. it is sad, he is a nice guy and although he is not my grandfather, i respect and do love him. sister just finished her spm and she will be serving her plkn soon, so she is enjoying every moment with her friends before she got stuck there for plkn. we had bbq the other day birthdays celebration at tanjong lobang, it was fun although i didnt get to main air. :P the bestfriend was there too alongside with my other friends. elyna drove, well, that made me more brave to be behind wheels. i hope so. yeah i so hoping so. lots of stuffs are happening i cant quite tell all because well, privacy and because i dont know how to tell. im just typing this down because just in case in i would forget in years to come, perhaps 25 years to come? it would be so wonderful if i got to remember everythg from the year 1991 when i was just months. perhaps not. well that's it. ill update more, when i feel like i want to.

500 days of summer

okay, i have just finished watching 500 days of summer. one word, BEAUTIFUL. here's the trailer



seriously, everything about the movie is awesome. from the story line, the narrator, the actors, and the music! this sure gonna be in my list of favourite movies alongside dark knight, a walk to remember, gol dan gincu, 21 etc. :D

name is so important

My flight to Miri last Saturday, 21 November 2009

it feels like a movie or a fairy tale. So here how it goes..

Everything before i set my eyes on him were disasters. From excess luggage and I had to pay Rm90 (although i bought early 40 kg excess luggage). Mind you, i was short of money because I thought it would be wise to put some of my money in the luggage which I had padlocked because I thought the excess luggage I bought would be enough, but at the counter, the lady told me that the rate would be different for one way flight, so I have to pay. Everythg was 26 kg. I only have Rm91, and my hands were trembling looking for every money to pay her. Then I have to carry my laptop bag, my guitar, and my another luggage, which was quite heavy. Then in the plane, all the compartments above my seat was full, so I have to go quite far to find empty compartment for my luggage. They were heavy and no one offered to help, only after I asked for help a guy helped me. :( LOL

So, one I settled everythg down, I went to my seat. My seat was beside the window, and I saw iw ould be sitting beside a cute guy!LOL, not that cute but I dont know, i just feel like I like him. *so lame* anyways, i was trying to hold my tears because, well, I think everythg was too much for me to handle. Then my favourite song was being played, 'Dancing in the moonlight'. It started to rain, well not heavily, just the kind of rain I always right. The best part, he reads! He reads! He was reading a book throughout the flight. :D it's ashame that I don't even know his name :(

LOL so much for fairy tale? HAHAHA i want to know his name, his pulled out his ID, i should have take a look. LOL

My Prom

i know people had blogged about the Corroboree 2009 but i still had not posted mine, because i can't find appropriate time to do so and simply because malas. LOL

Had my make up and hair done for a very cheap price altho i aint loving the hair. They should know better they should never comb my hair using that comb since my hair is like so curly but anyways i look okay. Then, we changed our clothes at the restroom. yes, restroom because there is no other place to do so. Sounds pathetic? nah, i imagined things would be much worse but it they turned out okay so I'm fine with it. After that, France and I went out of the restroom after we finished getting ready (Alice, Sab, and Lina left earlier). I thought people would stop staring at me once I got out of the restroom but the other way round happened. People cant stop staring. I feel like a total idiot wearing formal long red dress, with make up on, in a shopping complex, where people normally wears normal outfit.

Then F and I walked without knowing where we should go because we were waiting for our friends who were still finding a parking place for Afiqah's car. Then we bumped into our guy classmates, Ash, Arul,Mizi, Hilal and Haziq and they were complementing us. Aww. that is sweet and i feel less idiot. LOL

More stuffs happened because we got lost to find our way to the ballroom and my heels were killing me and I was all moody I cant even smile. To make things worse, people cant stop staring! I'm like, leave us alone ok! Even Norain told me it is so no comfortable because of the staring, so I'm not bluffing this.

Once we arrived at the hotel finally, the girls left me because they had to their solat and I was left with Hilal. Even Hilal left me because he was looking for (i'm not sure what. LOL). So there I was standing in a sea of people feeling awkward because I'm like so alone in front of a big door. Not that long after that, Hilal came and we two registered. Got my hand stamped and we two made our way through the door. It did feels exclusive because of the bodyguards.

And, OMG. When I entered, everything was beautiful. With the big chandelier on the so high ceiling, the usher's standing beside the long red carpet towards the stage and everything. But hey, where is the dancefloor? LOL.

As soon as I entered, it was announced for the prom king and queen to come to near the stage, so I directly head to the stage walking on the long red/orange red carpet. I'm pretty sure it was red. Then, I dont know what to since no one told me what to do near the stage. I just smiled to Sean without knowing he was supposed to take the nominees pictures. Anyway, he took mine, I was so nervous because I have stage fright and I keep on thinking that I have to walk on stage later at night. and because I'm damn hungry as I havent have my meal since 10 am. Thus, I dont smile like I always do for the photo, and i regret it. Because the picture he took is like so perfect except for my smile. He sure have the talent. it is my profile picture now. He is cute! That's why Q used to have a crush on him. HAHA.

Then i went to my table. My other friends start to arrive, people are busy taking pictures but I dont because I dont have a camera with me, and my phone rosak. So i only have FB pictures. HAHA.

Everyone look amazing. Quia with her flowy white dress, she looks like a total princess. France with her elegant black dress and pearls. Norain with her Serena van der woodesen like dress, Afiqah with her modest yet beautiful blouse, Amal with her greek goddess dress. And the guys, they look so good!! I cant compliment enough because they look so smart although they wore more or less the same. Well, guys have no wide options on what to wear on occasions like this.

The night went on with more people taking picture, The VIP (the lecturers, Taylors important ppl) coming in with their masks on. That is so cool and sporting! Yada yada, speeches. Dance, F told me the dance somewhat looks similar to the dance from a group that entered Britain's Got Talent. But whatever, Aiz, my classmate danced as well, so it is cool although he missed his tempo. LOL at least the dance was fun.

Then the pianist playing the keyboard. yada yada. I was busy eating due to starvation but I cant eat in peace because I was counting the moment when I would be on stage. I so hate the feeling ok.

Then the time came. Confusion about our turns. At first I thought i would be the 4th contestant but it turned out that I will be the first person to go out on stage! I freaked out! Keith, I think, the name of the person that seem to be in charge on the event. He is handsome.

I walked on stage. I feel so stupid and I dont know why but when I looked up i saw camera lights flashing. Camera was everywhere, people where cheering, my name was announced, light was so bright. I did enjoyed that moment altho i did not practise my walk at all and therefore i have the lamest pose. HAHA. it's ok, BIG THX to my classmates for nominating me and Ash.

YAda Yada, the night went on. More eating, performances. We are were called on stage for 2 more times I think and that is so time consuming. I cant finish my food, and I'm like so hungry!

The best part, my table went outside to take pictures, we got to take pictures with all of our lecturers. They all look good!! I am so going to miss everyone of them.. The lecturers should be on other post, some other time.

Then my friend wanted to leave, and I was like, WHAT?! Evrythg is over? this early? So I made up my mind to join the other group of friends to party since we got free pass. But i did not at last. nevermind, i can always party some other time.

Went home with Syaukat, Chom, Nikki and Izyan. HAHA. funny story happened too but this post is getting too long im not goin to elaborate more, i will laugh sendiri2 here. HAHA.

but then Syaukat got into an accident. Too bad for that to happened but it was very minor, scratch sahaja.

Then arrived at my unit safely. aaa malas nya nak type lagi. hehe.

the sentimental part of Prom shall be discuss on some other post. LOL.

Im back at miri know.I'm glad to be here, but it is sad to leave the life I have been living for the past one and a half year in Subang. all ends well. Now, my SACE results.

oh ya, I did not win, but a sweet couple did. :D